How to eat anorexic

Eating is a big part of life. It is something that all anorexics have to face...countless times. The worst thing to do is giving hints that you have a problem. Eating disorders thrive on secrecy. Once an eating disorder is picked up on by others EVERYTHING gets complicated. I know that it has to get worse before it gets better and even after hospitalization and near death experiences if the rock bottom pit was not reached (in the mind of who has the ED) a desire will never be for recovery. When everyone you know is always looking over you and living in pain because of your "pain" relationships are destroyed. I do not want another letter from my sister or another phone call to end in an argument over my eating. Once others know or think they know you have an eating disorder there is no freedom, at all. There are ways to eat, I'm not saying you will like it but you can get by in life and avoid a lot of unwanted situations
1. Always seem relaxed when food is near or the topic of food has come up. This is the best tip ever, it also makes others to feel awkward or unsure about mentioning it because you seem better
2. share with people, don't order/have your own plate - you can eat show (very slow) and basically not eat anything while the person with you is eating everything (their 8 chips is my 1 and before you know it they are full and I have had 1.5 small chips)
3. Be seen with food before someone is wondering why you have no food. It will not seem like you have a problem at all, and that doesn't mean you have to eat it, just seem like you would have no problem eating it
4. Lets be real, when you are 90lbs and telling people really unbelievable lies like "I love cheese pizza and dipping my crust in ranch dressing, I eat it all the time, my fav" no one is believing you lol
5. When taking food, take small amounts that look larger than they are, but by no means a normal size plate. While others are eating, just eat small bits and chew for a long time, this way you won't get a painful full feeling it and will be a lot more bearable. Your saliva has enzymes for digesting food so the more you chew the quicker everything will be over with. Then by the time everyone is done your plate is not gone but it look like you ate enough-ish lol
6. Lie as little as possible, don't let it get to that point. The more you can avoid any situation around your ED the less the issue is surfacing and the more you can get away with. Sure when something is mentioned it's bad, but the more days you can get by without others intervening the more days others won't be depriving you of your control.